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The World Is Unfair

すっごい小さい事で、その日の気分台無しになってヘコむってこと、ない??

私今まさに、その状態・・・。

睡眠不足で気持ち悪い上に、やることもたまってるし、 でも、天気は良いから
気分は悪くなかったのに、嫌な事あって結局気分まで悪くなっちゃった。

自分を理解してもらえないって、辛いね・・・。
なんかこっち来てからひたすらそういう事が多い気がする。
って、そこまで付き合い深くないのに自分の事分かる人がいるはずもないのかな。

いや、それともちょっと違う気がする。
なんか、相手に勝手に自分を作られて、嫌われてる感じ。

あぁ、世の中って理不尽なことばっかり。

まぁ、とにかく・・・。
キケってるくんも今学校の関係でハワイに行ってしまったので、余計に寂しい夜なのでした。。。

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Do you have the time that so little thing make you so sad or depressed??
Now I'm having that time...

I couldn't sleep enough last night, so my body was kinda weird and sick,
but the weather was so nice today, so I wasn't feeling that bad.
However, after that, a little bad thing happened to me so my feeling is sick too.

It's so sad and hard to be misunderstood by other people (especially friends), isn't it??
I've been having that hard time since I came to the US.
But I don't have many good friends here, so that's understandable though...
Maybe it's impossible to get myself understood really well in this situation.

Mmm, but it's not really what I wanna say.
My situation is like, being misunderstood because people take my personality so differently...
and then they become to hate me.

Ahh... the world is so unfair.....

Anyway, my boyfriend is so away from me (he is in Hawaii now), so that makes me more lonely.
by hanamericana | 2006-04-06 11:27 | my mind